I failed myself again and again.
Keep doing things i hate most
I am fragile to listen to all those nonsence
I feel weak, i feel dumb
I am not who i am
or maybe i am this dumb
I have alot to do
yet i fail to obey my own time rules
i feel insecure
i feel incompetent
i cant handle you.
Dont come near me or ill hurt you
coz im the stupidest girl u will know the truth
its just myself learning my own stupidity
yet i am the one who is badly hurt inside, not you.
I live in courage and fear
both can change at a sec
worldly matters scare me to the bottom
because i am fragile i told you
I dont want him or him nor i want you
You are wonderful u deserve the girl, i dont know who
but surely she is better with Lord thus she is better for you
le most complicated girl on earth, thats me.