Pain

Phewh~ i could not walk again.
I dont think i could go to uni this evening.
Hopefully, my feet will get better soon! Insyaallah
Or else, i have to study at home jelah, aisey. haha
Anyways, sometimes i dont go out for like 3 days because of this pain.

Dots

While waiting for an appointment with a tutor, i would just say something here. I learn something this morning, i could say that i am sad but the lessons are more far more important than my feelings. It's just great to realise how much good and bad experience can teach you.
So, here they are:
1. Dont be very hard on yourself
2. You are a rich person when you have great and loyal friends with you
3. Despite our worries, everything will turn out well.
4. God loves you more than you love Him. So be grateful. Alhamdulillah.
5. Insyaallah, trust yourself so that people can trust you.

Reminiscence

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Alhamdulillah hari ini nak share lagu nih. Actually sy tengah seriously rindu kat someone. Dia dah lama tak berbual dengan sy. Sy choose untuk jauh dari dia sbb seperti lirik2 kat atas tu, itu semua dunia.


Chorus
Ult li albi bissaraha (I'm opening up my heart with honesty)
Hayya nab'idil karaha (Let’s avoid the hated and hatred)
Syakkireena a' kulli ni'ma (Let's remain thankful with what we have)
Ba' ideena anil fattana (Let's avoid all lies and sins)

Verse 1
I feel the heat
From these 4 candles burning
As I'm staring out the window
In solitude I look at life
From different angles
Thoughts strangled
My mind is suffocatin'
In this truth quest
A greed law
That we abide by is ruthless
Enough will never satisfy
Until we toothless
Filthy millionaires
Are gamblin' until they muflis
A sad fact of life
But mankind approved this
I gotta call Him
Sajadah is where the booth is
I'll make it clear that
I ain't even tryin' to preach ya
By sharing thoughts I hope
To find a little peace here
I thank Allah for blessing me
To be creative
So here's a diss for me
For bein' unappreciative
Wanted a perfect life
Yeah smile then die old
Fame, money, women
Phat cribos and white gold
Drive my own Beemer
Before I hit two six
A straight pink bitin' toothpicks
Who walk around town wit' two chicks
And doin' new hits to woo tricks....
Now that's wrong
Pleasure from partyin'
And bullshit don't last long
A lotta yuppies sneakin'
Cars out when dad's gone
Crackin' bottles in clubs
Frontin' designer fashion
But I ain't about
To trade happiness for a Jag
So stop smilin' with your ragtop down
Cause for a fact
I don't care about your money
Or how slick your car
'Cause no matter how rich and big you are
It's still Allahuakbar...

Chorus
Ult li albi bissaraha (I'm opening up my heart with honesty)
Hayya nab'idil karaha (Let’s avoid the hated and hatred)
Syakkireena a' kulli ni'ma (Let's remain thankful with what we have)
Ba' ideena anil fattana (Let's avoid all lies and sins)

Verse 2
I know that all this
Ain't the right thing
Partying, chasing moneys
And material things
Flying high
Think nobody gonna
Clip my wings
I'm lying to myself
Knowing that
I've been neglecting
Responsibilities
As a healthy Muslim
Riches and loot
Ain't nothing
We frontin'
Diamonds and scrilla
But forget to say
Alhamdulillah
Made my album a killer
Plan B
Now 2-3 droppin'
And I wish to
Ask for forgiveness
Your guidance
Protection and strength
For humbleness and faith
To make me a better man
Success in foreign lands
Never dreamt of that
I remember being 18
When we started Too Phat
Now let's go back
Three years before that
Sometimes I forget
Me and my parents
Took a trip with granddad
I remember '95
While performing Umrah
Made my wish in Mecca
Right in front the Kaabah
Dear God
You made it possible
When facing obstacles
Please let me do good
Before I pass on
In the hospital
And keep reciting
The Testimony of Faith
And find the right way
Out of this life's maze

Chorus
Ult li albi bissaraha (I'm opening up my heart with honesty)
Hayya nab'idil karaha (Let’s avoid the hated and hatred)
Syakkireena a' kulli ni'ma (Let's remain thankful with what we have)
Ba' ideena anil fattana (Let's avoid all lies and sins)




Till then.

Taman-nau Taman-nau! Make a wish!

Assalamualaikum, aloha!






Everytime i watch this video, i feel something. something that i cant explain. it brings out the best internal spirit in me to serve the world as a better muslim. It brings out all the best feeling being a muslim. MOST IMPORTANTLY, it makes me love my God and His Prophet even more. yessza!

I wish that i could help to heal everyone's pain with the love i want to give and the smile, insyaallah, that i will always have on my face. I wish that i could help everyone to understand more about God and how grateful we should be to Him for everything. Umm..... so many things to wish for. God knows what's best for me. Alhamdulillah :)

till then!


credit to: My Story Book

Yes i miss you too :)

Roses are red
Violets are blue
i'm counting the days that i can finally see you!

Ramai yang cuba mengubati dirinya

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Baru perasan rupanya dah 3 bulan tak buat posting baru. Sometimes ada idea, but tak ada time. sometimes ada time, but tak ada idea. Tapi kali ini pun tak ada idea, cuma nak cerita 1 benda.

This incident took place during the Special Olympics in Seattle. 9 contestants took part in a 100 yard dash. Some of them were physically challenged while others were mentally disabled.
As the sprinters lined up at the starting line, the starter prepared and shouted "on your mark, get set, go!" together with the gun fire. And all the contestants started running. I mean not exactly in a dash but with smiles and clear enjoyment to run the race to the finish and win.
However, midway, 1 contestant accidently stumbled. He fell and rolled over a couple of times. He began crying. Then, something amazing happened. When all the other eight heard the fallen friend crying, they slowed down, and turned back, went back to they crying boy.
One girl with Down's Syndrome bent down and kissed the painful knee of the crying boy, and said "this will make it better". Then they helped the boy to get up and walked hand-to-hand to the finishing line together! Everyone in the stadium stood up and cheering went for them!

Subhanallah.

Till later. bye :)

Mencari Tuhanku

Assalamualaikum,

Baru baru ini kami ada buat perbincangan tentang persediaan sebelum menghadapi exam yang sudah sangat dekat. kali ini, kami berjaya membawa beberapa sahabat-sahabat baru untuk turut mendengar. Insyaallah moga Allah buka hati mereka untuk terus menyertai kami. moga kasih sayang yang terjalin membantu mereka mengenali tuhan mereka seperti kami yang mencari2 jalan menuju tuhan.

Usrah kali ini dipermudahkan isinya dan lebih menjurus kepada peperiksaan, sesuai dengan keaadaan dan keperluan kami. Antara point yang menarik hati saya adalah apabila kakak usrah menyebut tentang mencari tuhan.

Mencari Tuhanku
Seorang isteri yang tiba-tiba meragui tentang tuhannya dibolehkan keluar dari rumah tanpa izin suami untuk mencari tuhannya. Ini disebabkan oleh akidahnya yang terganggu.

Saya sebagai manusia biasa tidak lari dari fitrah si insan yang mencari tuhan. Akidah dan iman saya memerlukan makanan, makanan rohani-makanan yang membawa saya kepada kecukupan fitrah bertuhan. Selalu khilaf dalam kehidupan seharian dan tak selalu kuat dalam melawan tabiat keburukan. Namun, insyaallah saya akan teruskan perjuangan mengumpul kekuatan benteng hati.

Maaf sekiranya yang pernah meminta saya membawa apa2 perbincangan spt usrah dan saya tolak. Maaf, saya belum bersedia dan saya masih perlu banyak belajar tentang tuhan saya. Saya masih belum boleh menolak kemungkaran di hadapan mata saya. Namun peganglah janji saya untuk membantu awak semua mencari tuhan kita dengan setiap kelebihan dan kekurangan yang ada pada saya. Insyaallah



jom solat sunat law student,
Assalamualaikum :)